Thursday 30 March 2023

16 bullets of shame

 

Dedicated to the lands and people who have suffered tortures and death, delivered by the hands of extra judiciary troops in the name of peace..


Ima, Ima, Khamu.....

-MANORAMA DEVI THANGJAM, 11 july 2004.


The silences of this forest can never be mine.

In Kangleipak flowers bloom everywhere 

In springtime 

The earth and the sky bends in grief,

11 july 2004: your despairing cries still haunts a Mother's heart.

That day, every Mother became your Mother. 

 The ' Meira Paibais '....Imas,

14 fearless Imas, naked to this very day die slowly waiting for Justice.

Protesting for each violated daughter and son. 

Randomly Murdered by uniformed men hiding behind a flag.

To maintain law, peace and order. 


Whose Peace, whose law and order.

Revolted, ' the torch bearers' wept.

Enraged, they flung away their clothes,

Reclaiming, 

" No we wont sleep , we will burn

Each soul in this land will burn 

We wont sleep,  we will burn 

Till the myth of Truth will burn,

Contenance smeared with ashes 

Of our murdered children 

Now, immortal on our faces 

We will burn down your lies.


Naked we ll walk till we re heard.

Hear us India, Great  Mother, 

Of vedic puranas , eruditions , and Wisdom. 

Hear us Grand Father,  of Ramayana and Mahabharata 

Nights dont sleep 

Days dont wakeup 

in Kangleipak.

Our Land is injured 

Our voices -- the helpless screams 

Of our defenceless children 

Raped, shot, and abandonned. "


11 july 2004: 05h30 am.

They found You.

Lifeless, in the rice fields 

Thats where the Lawless Law left you.

They found you 

Your brothers and family,

with a bullet riddled vagina.


17 Assam rifles , a wretched name to be mentioned. 

" Forgiveness -- is'nt a word we ll remember,  each time we think of you , your brutality, acts and deeds .

Human rights violaters , may you be disgraced forever. "

Nightmare after midnight, the extra judiciary unit descended 

Guet à peun, At Bamon Kampu

Your executioner barged in

Pushing your Mother,  they grabbed you by your hair, muffled you like a criminal 

Forged memos, Determined to hurt, ' on suspicion ' they said 

Dragging to the courtyard 

They waterboarded you, 

Mercilessly, assaults followed assaults 

Dishonouring You in every possible ways. 

The saying goes,..." when you want to drown the dog, you accuse him of Rage. "

The set you up, slit your Phanek,  cut your thighs. 

Everything was wrong, everything being Wrong. 

You realise your tragedy,

Not every Draupadi has a standby Krishna 

No looming palms to miraculously drape

You.....to protect You.


They took turns the ghastly troop.

Helplessly your family witnessed and heard 

Your poignant cries and shreiks. 

Cries and shreiks 

Cries and shreiks .


Today, an old Woman bereives her daughter 

Enclosed in a fortress of pain, imprisonned till she dies. 

A broken Mother 

gathers, shattered pieces of her daughter. 


That night they took you places to places 

Pretending, evidences somewhere. 

Then they faked what they could'nt find 

The mad psychopaths beat you 

Terroised, you repeated 

" Ie Khangde,  Ie Khangde "

No you didnot know 

They knew you didnot know. 


Unconceivable, to the cursed 17 Assam rifles, that you sold the clothes you sew at the village market for  a living .

That you were only a bread winner. 

They ridiculiously forgot 

A bread earner has more responsabilites to be a " terrorist ".


'A Soldier '-- represents 

Honour and Bravery 

A proud gardian to a Nation .

But not these men,  no not these men 

How much do they know of Honour 

How much they know what its to be brave. 


How alone You felt 

Alone on that bench on the verandah.

In an unamed Solitude.

While decisions were made at your back. 


Reminded me,  a similar despairing cry

From a bearded man put on a cross. 


Ima,  Ima....Khamu. 

Ima, Ima....Khamu....are spears that bled the heart of Kangleipak. 

"Here, grief is without ceasefires. "

A Mother  cries ...


Can i be proud of you, my country 

Can the silences of this forest be mine 


Where can i bury these children of Kangleipak. 


Tears are gems, 

Now painfully built from these mourning eyes, 

for a necklace

That can never be worn .


Manorama Devi, in Kangleipak, your memory perpetuates  

on every Woman's faces 


Its Springtime again in my country 

Blossoms on branches are so beautiful 

And each tree bears your name. 



Friday 17 March 2023

 The advaitha mantra never leaves out from their delirious lips. 

We wash 

We drink

We purify 

We purify everything but our hearts. 

With all the gangas and yamunas

We wash and we wash.

Lifelong - we wash till we  wash our dead

Festively we float our lamps

Yet our darkness never frees us

Where s your gangotri oh Shiva.

14 years or 14000, Hey Ram

How long will be your exile

Have you enough arrows

These Ravana heads multiples 

More quickly than your shots.